I'm usually good at organizing my time. Work wise (and in school) I never procrastinate. I always am well prepared in advance to meet deadline. I keep my workplace clean and organized so I can find anything I want quickly. I am NOT a person who brings out their best work during stress.
But - throw in housekeeping and 2 kids in the mix and I am overwhelmed. My house is a mess, like a tornado ran through it all the time - and it has nothing to do with my toddler, although I take cover behind the that excuse. I procrastinate, I find excuses, I am out of ideas, I cannot purge, I cannot organize, I go to do something and just plop back doing nothing. I try taking babysteps, but I just give up after a while.
I feel I have so much "stuff" at home. All these toys, that Sudha will start playing with if I pack it up. All these "storage" for her stuff that in turn adds more of a mess. The rooms upstairs that are collecting dust because we never use them. The bedroom which is a place for everyone and everything.
I start to do a deep cleaning, then something else needs to be done. Brinda is hungry, Sudha needs something, cooking needs to be done, some work on the computer comes up, something or the other - all the time. I get someone come in once a month to clean up, but even that is only in parts, because I have all the other junk lying around.
I . am . just . overwhelmed.