I am thinking back to all that happened this year. Ups and downs ... a lot more downs that I'd have imagined. But thankful for having survived it all, hopeful that its made me wiser and praying that all that is long pas behind me.
The year started off wonderfully - my little Brinda was born towards the end of the last year, and she is the most happiest joyful little thing! I love her so much and so glad to have her in my life everyday.
Downs:
There were some terrible terrible moments this past year. It wasn't the fault of 2009; the events were already in motion in 2008 and some even before. But it was in 2009 that I came to know of all those events. Shock, sadness, despair, apathy, and anger were more in play than the glimmer of hope that flickered on the distant horizon.
I wanted to scoop up all mess and shower love to make it all go away.
I wanted to run away and hide myself so I wouldn't have to face it all over again.
But ... I (since this blog and recap is about me) survived.
My rose tinted glasses are gone. But I can still see. And I am thankful for having come out of it all with not-much visible damage. And I continue to pray that 2010 will bring a much more happier and trustful time for everyone.
Ups:
With 2 adorable kids, how could everything else not be up: :)
I lost all my pregnancy fat from Brinda's birth - 40 lbs of it all. All due to hardwork and dedication.
In spite of everything, the world continues to flourish and prosper.
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